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about 30 minutes. i feel better now. that was really weird. but i'm gonna rest today, that's for sure. and get some vitamins and stuff. try to make sure i don't get sick. i probably feel better because i just ate an entire bag of cotton candy. i bought it (for my mom....sorry mom!) at the state fair. it was just sitting here, begging to be eaten. i couldn't let it down. or put it down. oops.

so last night, dave and I were shopping, and he got a phone call from a friend. General conversation, with the extra little blurb about S being prego. I got a really weird feeling. I know quite a few people who had a very difficult time getting pregnant, if they ended up being able to at all. Now that I'm at the point where we're not trying to not get pregnant, i got that twinge of jealousy. Why does it happen so easily for people who aren't trying? Who aren't married? It's not fair. BUT, it passed quickly. i just hope it turns out to be that easy for us.