better days

it's amazing....when you find out that someone isn't who you thought they were, it drains the life right out of you. even someone you didn't know well. maybe especially that person. you just don't see it coming. and it's full of malicious intent. i'm gonna not try to let it bring me down, but i can say that it was hurtful and i won't soon forget it. The main thought going through my head is "What the HELL did I ever do to you???"

so, i spent my day shopping and not buying much, napping, and seeing "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" with Dave. Let me tell you, that's quite a movie. It was disturbing, scary, and sad. I would recommend it, just not right before bed. Or right before work, in my case. It'll be on my mind all night. So will the other theater-goers we had to endure. If you've seen the movie, you'll know that there aren't many parts that should be laughed at. ESPECIALLY Emily during and "episode". But it happened. And the general talking. I'm so irritated with movie theaters right now. But i'll go back. Like I've said before, it's my escape from reality, if only for 2 hours. With no distractions like the phone and/or internet. Just the kids around you that have no idea the pain this girl endured...they just know they don't have to be at home, and who cares what anyone else in the theater thinks.

is it wrong to sneak snacks into a theater??? not that i ever do, mind you. i surely didn't buy subs and bottled water for dave and i tonight to eat during the previews. that's bad.